░“Part of being sane, is being a little bit crazy.”
Communication breakdown
Thursday, June 17, 2010

Dropping the formal, distant tone.

Right. So someone's worried about you, and it isn't me. The only reason why i wrote that first post was cos "someone" seemed really agitated. Well, i don't find anything unusual about you, stupidity level normal, lameness level normal, niceness level lower than usual...

Hell yeah it isn't intelligent, (ok, so i shouldn't use hell, but God is a Girl ok no later gideon come after me) but I wouldnt go as far as to call you a donkey. Basically, its fine. keep it to yourself, over-reactive as i think you are. ("Overcome this alone"? DUH you can) Anyway, it doesn't affect me Do as you please. But spare a thought for that special someone hey?


Communication?
Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Well it's been some time. I guess it might be time I said something.

Someone's not willing to cheer up. I can see that. Well whatever the problem is, I'd say find someone you can confide in, even if you have to resort to a teddy bear. Well letting it out does make you feel better.

Of course if that had been so easy I wouldn't be posting this. But well, if you really want to keep it to yourself, I guess that's ok. We'll be understanding. Hope you get over it soon I guess.

There... well, isn't much I can do. I guess continuous "badgering" is not a good way to get you to open up. If you like it that way it's fine. I just want at the end of the day to see you return to your normal self.

Ya know, you have a whole class of friends to count on. Don't take too long.


RE: Communication
Sunday, June 13, 2010

Can't be bothered to actually think of a better title.

Well, I just saw it. So. It isn't your fault. It isn't anyone's fault. I was just being too emotional over some stuff.

And a confidant? It depends on the situation at times. When you guys know what's happening and I express my feelings... Well, it doesn't seem... intelligent.

Cos if I told anyone they will just think I am a retarded donkey who went crazy over some unimportant matters. Which will be extremely demoralising. Or people get sad with me? No, I do not wish to share this burden.

Surprisingly, I want all of these kept to myself. And no one else.

I do believe that I can overcome this alone, therefore I did not seek any emotional help.

But, yeah, thanks for the concern. Seriously.


Communication
Friday, June 11, 2010

You seem to be more closed off than ever recently

I know it has nothing to do with me--or does it?

We HAVE reached our happily ever after

So why are you still so troubled?

You don't want to tell a soul; that much i know

But. But. But.

You should.

Even if it isn't me, you should have a confidant

You probably won't even see this, but if you do.

IF you do.

Consider.


Erm... Hi?
Thursday, June 3, 2010

Hiyas,

Long time since I posted, so let's relieve some of the older posts of mine. (opens window) Ahh, good, fresh air. My lungs (ok fine my windpipe and nose) are clogged with styrofoam dust (thank you shi yi).

Today was the second last day of the YDSP camp (oh I typed game by accident. And you know what that means). And erm well, we (me manish and samuel) are last (ehehe). Lots of boat tilting, sinking, leaking, (styrofoaming), and er... bubble blowing? (revenge!!!)

So we started the morning eating. Yes, eating. Samuel was late (very very late) so he missed "tea break" (oh and to think jy ate a sundae in the morning). And guess who was first (hint hint nushs), and guess who was leading the queue (to be honest I can't remember but I won't be surprised if it was the cream puff monster). *take take take* Guess whose plate had 6 cream puffs? XD (not mine btw, I only took two). Fruit punch was nice. Oh yt was upset that manish got the chair with rollers so she went to steal one from some random person. Busted XD

Then started work.
"Gwah never mind let's build a new one"
*build build build* *hassled by random (funny) trainer* *glue, poke and er... sink*
"This looks better than the previous one"
"Get rid of the other one then" *rips* *transfers engine*
*Done*

And that was only the first one =.= well at least the glue was free XD

Lunch, and my hands are full of styrofoam. The pool outside is stinking of foam and it's nauseating. Nice lunch, someone obviously annoyed that there weren't any cream puffs. Free tesla coil show (well we kinda watched dunno how many already). Played with the instructor's camera while his colleague snatched food from his plate. Sneaked off for 15 mins (it was still lunch time though XD) to the exhibits. Stumped at the hexagon ones =.=

After lunch: more styrofoam dust (well at least it wasn't as bad as yesterday), and yt (and manish) stealing my phone trying to read my smses (HAHA, FAILED). Making a new boat - a super floatable one. Two random hulls from dunno where stuck together (more of glued together). That guy (trainer) said too small so I got manish to get more styrofoam (then again I get him to go get everything XD). And... barely fitted but fine. Got another engine, now it looks like a weird hovercraft that tilts backwards. Well at least it can hold the whole bag of medals and still move as fast. Followed by sandpapering the styrofoam again =.= Seamine (balloons) destroying competition which was so horribly unfair to us =.= ok fine the angle was a bit wrong, but not the point.

Oh and can you believe it another tea break. (manish MY JACKET!) More stuff to eat (well it was kinda cold inside anyway). Were there cream puffs? XD Trainer piling food on plate (small mountain) only to be stolen by colleague again. Nice place to eat though (floor XD carpeted though).

After tea. Oh back to my holed styrofoam (half glued =.=). And it doesn't fit! ok fine it's a bit longer that's all. Patched up with more styrofoam. (Imagine the nice room filled with bits and pieces everywhere). Those miserly people refused to give us more duct tape even though we only wanted barely 10cm. Foam glue was useless - takes ages to dry. Oh and we finished early! And of course the never satisfied one was going to improve it. Made the "net" structure. Manish aim properly next time, I dunno what's going to be butchered next. Then lay half dead on the sofa. (manish MY JACKET!) Shi yi's was a tank + cargo container + sea cleaner. Yt's was a... (I din actually see the final product). The other trainer was exclaiming about how our (nushs) boats (floating vessels) are so big and scary XD fine we could just pin the whole thing and turn it into an armoured porcupine.

About to leave. Hah, we cleaned up the place. Well it was cleaner than others at least. And we then sat at the back row of sofas waiting for jy to finish looking at some random stuff. Made a lot of noise at the second floor exhibits (the science centre was closed =.=) Went Mac, bought a packet of salt-less fries. (I found salt!!!). Some people stole (ahem), some people asked nicely =D Got squished in the mrt. Jy went home with her parents or something I guess XD

Tomorrow is going to be a horrible day. Formal?! =.= Dr.Hang is going to be there too, supposedly (to taste cream puffs?). Hope not gonna be a long day like today =D and there ends today *achoo* *sniffs* STYROFOAM! Oh me and Manish split the blue foam block between ourselves XD

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