░“Part of being sane, is being a little bit crazy.”
horrible mood...
Thursday, June 4, 2009

im in a really crappy mood now. My mum, 3 days ago, bought home 5 coconuts saying she got them at 50c ( really cheap) bcos they had a function in her sch then a lot of ppl didn't turn up so theu sold the extras super cheap. anyway, this led to:
1 me drinking lots since i love it


2 my bro not drinking cos he hated it and didn't understand why everyone else liked it, as it was supposed to be super unhealthy anw. so when he claimed one whole for himself, he only drank about 1/4 and ate super little coconut meat.he gave me the leftovers.

3 had super yummy and expensive fish yesterday, and bro super angry that i ate 3/4 of a fish and he only go half, then since only 2 pieces, and mom ate 3/4 too, resulted in none for maid. got called a pig, fatso, greedy , etc. for a long time. after which, we have one coconut, i drink about 1/3 maybe more???, and bro proclaims coconuts are not unhealthy after all ( checked on net) so he drinks another 1/3 ( i remind him to leave for mum). later mum announces that she already drank, or didn't want to drink, or whatever. in the end my bro drinks it.

4 today, one last coconut left. my bro claimed it al for his, adding thatt he was sure he had tthe least. i argue, tho secretly i think hes right but dun want him to have all. argue for a long time, in the end he says he will drink 3/4, i tell him 2/3, in the end out of frustration i just say "ok whatever, as much as u want" he leaves about 1/2 in the end, and admits he doesn't want the meat ( high in saturated fat) leaving the worst, unhealthy part for us and drinking the nice bit. which was why he felt guilty. and also that he only said 3/4 to piss me off, he actually didn't really like. so i leave it on the table, decide to w8 before drinking, and the next thing i know my mom says smth and passes me the empty coconut.

"so its all meat and no nice drink for me?" i ask her, shocked that she didn't think about me at all. turns out she was thristy after she excercised, and thought i drank already anyway. im actually really sad, i dunno why, but i just quietly eat the meat, which, according to my mom, she needds to eat dinner and doesn't want to get too full so i have it all. all the unhealthy, not even that nice meat to myself, which i HAVE to finish, and no nice drink at all.

in the end, i realise its a bit spoilt, meat too soft and smells like sweat ( my brother dismisses the smell, thinking im trying to worm my way out of eating it but can he complain? he didn't eat any of it, and i didn't get to drink any at all!) my mom, probably guilty, says i dun have to finish it. but having ate some already, i think i might have stomach ache or smth. for now, i have sore throat from the heatiness. but im pissed off. really. and i just clocked a horrible timing for my rubiks cube. ARGH

rarelyangry,
physics alien